如果用一首歌來代表現在的心情
那肯定是 Joseph Arthur - In The Sun
其實之前就聽過也推薦過
只是沒有想過，現在撫平我的心也是這首歌...
(Aal izz Well 我的心似乎不懂印度話的真諦，有點不管用...)

最近~
有股莫名的情緒
讓原本平靜般的湖面起了漣漪

但...我錯了、愚蠢了、ridiculous了...
不該在這個 moment 有所表示
破壞了之間奧妙的關係

If I find
If I find my own way
How much will I find?

最後~我是拿香的，不免俗的跟著一起吶喊
May gods love be with you
Always

I picture you in the sun wondering what went wrong
我想像你站在陽光下，想知道哪裡出錯了
And falling down on your knees asking for sympathy
跪下向上天祈求憐憫
And being caught in between all you wish for and all you seen
被困在你所想要的和你所看到的之間
And trying to find anything you can feel that you can believe in
試著找到你覺得你能信任的任何事情
May gods love be with you
願神的愛在你身邊
Always
一直
May gods love be with you
願神的愛在你身邊
I know I would apologize if I could see your eyes
我知道我會道歉若我能看到你的眼
cause when you showed me myself I became someone else
因為當你讓我看到我自己時，我成了另一個人
But I was caught in between all you wish for and all you need
但我被困在你所想要的和你所需要的之間
I picture you fast asleep
我想像你快速入眠
A nightmare comes
一個夢魘降臨
You cant keep awake
你就會一直醒著

May gods love be with you
願神的愛在你身邊
Always
一直
May gods love be with you
願神的愛在你身邊
cause if I find
因為如果我找
If I find my own way
如果我找我的路
How much will I find
我會找到多少?
If I find
如果我找
If I find my own way
如果我找自己的路
How much will I find
我會找到多少
You
你?
I dont know anymore
我再不知道
What its for
那是為了什麼
Im not even sure
我甚至不確定
If there is anyone who is in the sun
太陽下有沒有人
Will you help me to understand
你能幫我了解嗎?
cause I been caught in between all I wish for and all I need
因為我被困在我想要的和我需要的之間
Maybe youre not even sure what its for
甚至你也不確定那是為了什麼
Any more than me
除了是我以外的東西
May gods love be with you
願神的愛在你身邊
Always
一直
May gods love be with you
願神的愛在你身邊